21st September 2012(Friday)
Hey guys ,i'm back again after a long long time.Now the time is 1:08am,you guys might ask "Haven't gone to bed yet?" Yes,because I wanna update my blog as It's "dusty" now =D My parents just fetched me home from my hostel and had my supper with them just now. I know my blog now is full of mushrooms now but forgive me that I didn't update my blog =) Really, I've realized everything has changed in my college since I walked in my college for the 1st day of my new semester,my timetable has changed , class tables,and my friends. Friends have changed a lot after they came back from semester break, they look so strange to me,like strangers which I can call them as, I didn't know If I did anything wrong to them or what, the first day of my new semester,when I saw them , I did say "Hi" but there wasn't any respond on their faces, this was the part which made me feel embarrassed =.= ,until now, I also don't even know why, because of that, I dare not to talk to people 1st as I know there will not be a reply LOL ,I think I'm not good at making friends with people, now Keck Sheng has a quote to share "Sometimes It's Better Not To Know People And Be Alone ,Than To Know People And Be Disappointed And Embarrassed ." Human is very complicated ,I hope that I could read ones' mind and do what they want me to do ,but that will never happen,unless I'm dreaming and being a mind-reader =D.I already changed a lot after I was graduated from my secondary high school,last time when I was in secondary high school,whole students of the school know that i'm very quiet ,a person who was very hard to be friend with, because I was a Chief Discipline of Prefect Groups I should be like that as I hoped I could not spoil the fame of Prefect Groups. So I tried to change myself,to talk with people no more silence in my college from the 1st day of my college life . But now,I think I should change myself to the past of me,because I think that I'm not a person who is very good at making friends =( I'm not perfect but I don't wanna be fake,if you guys feel that I've changed and have become quiet a bit, don't feel that I've become arrogant or wanna act cool,I will never be arrogant and act cool =) ,and don't feel scared or afraid of me, I really have no offense, I just wanna be myself ,as I know if I talk to people, one day the people will be very strange to me, I rather talk to people rarely than talk to people non-stop,because I scare the more I speak,the more the mistakes in the conversations will happen accidentally .Silence is really golden sometimes,having more friends sometimes isn't good but having good friends definitely is good =)
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